Looks like we cannot escape the topic of anal sex once again. Although Sifian is also a geek and seems like an outsider, I think he is very brave for discussing his experiences with his sexual toys. Sifian's blog is here but it looks like he has not updated for more than a year. The same goes for his YouTube channel. I wonder what he is up to now.
Showing posts with label fantasy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fantasy. Show all posts
Friday, February 15, 2013
Stimulating Reading
This has got to be one of the best reviews for a dildo I have heard on YouTube. My ex who I have mentioned before is a geek. He sent me this video thinking I would like it. From what I can gather, the man talking condescends bad YouTube entries. He stumbled upon the journal of Sifian, the man who made the video showing while he speaks. He is reading to make fun of this man and his writings, yet does not the general public identify the work with the reader and not the writer?
Looks like we cannot escape the topic of anal sex once again. Although Sifian is also a geek and seems like an outsider, I think he is very brave for discussing his experiences with his sexual toys. Sifian's blog is here but it looks like he has not updated for more than a year. The same goes for his YouTube channel. I wonder what he is up to now.
Looks like we cannot escape the topic of anal sex once again. Although Sifian is also a geek and seems like an outsider, I think he is very brave for discussing his experiences with his sexual toys. Sifian's blog is here but it looks like he has not updated for more than a year. The same goes for his YouTube channel. I wonder what he is up to now.
Monday, January 28, 2013
BDSM Redefined
I love being a slave or being a master, but it’s not just about serving or being served, punishing or being punished. It’s the care a master takes in making her slave her own. It’s the way she establishes the relationship whether through gentle training or harsh punishment. Discipline is key with a slave. A slave is more like a pet who can be productive.
A slave sometimes wants to please her master, but sometimes wants to break free and run away. Who knows what master will do when she gets her slave in a corner? It is then up to her master to gain her trust or threaten a punishment she fears worse than losing her freedom. A master who cannot handle her slave is not a master at all.
Bringing it all together, I love BDSM, but also dark, occult, or terrifying sexual topics and acts. The goth sites interest me more. They are more diverse, more poetic, and more risque. They cover a broad range of gothic subcultures from lolita to the celebration of death, even gothic sexual extremes (most of which include at least one form of BDSM). I think I will be focusing more on them rather than other sexual sites unless I can find a real niche kink. I know of two websites like that, but I’m not telling… yet.
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Thursday, January 10, 2013
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Swirling New Discovery
I started having sexual feelings around age seven or eight. It is
hard to pinpoint. It started as a thrill for life and mental creative
stimulation. Then I started gyrating while fantasizing, making the
feeling get stronger and stronger. The feeling was addicting. Better
than my favorite foods or a day at the carnival. I knew nothing about
what I was doing. No one had ever taught me about sex. All I knew was
that it was bad and it made babies and even that knowledge I don’t know
where I got from.
Eventually I had my first orgasm (I think I was 10). It was slightly painful but very intense. Afterward it burned like I was chaffing. I was terrified that I had hurt myself in some way because I had never felt something like that. Would I get in trouble if I told someone? What if I start bleeding down there and I can’t hide it? My face was bright red like I had a fever. There would definitely be no hiding that. However it didn’t stop me from doing it again the next day. All throughout my teen years I would come home from school and masturbate the same way I learned how. Rarely did I have trouble getting off from my fantasies as I explored them to the fullest extent. The moments on my bed grinding against a pillow were breathtaking. Keeping myself quiet was the hard part. That and if my parents barged in the door which happened sometimes.
From then on my main priority was achieving that feeling whenever I could. I would hide in the back seat of the van and get off. Once on a long car drive, I leaned forward and rubbed against the seat in front of my aunt. It was a bold and inappropriate thing to do, but I was going to do whatever it took for the magic of sexual pleasure. And this was while I was single and still a virgin. Sex is like a great historical discovery that changes the life of an archeologist. They want to come back to the site and learn everything they can about what they found. For a long time it becomes their entire life. They want to take advantage of it as fast as they can. The only difference is there is no bedrock to stop the exploration. Even if you dig to the end of the world, there’s still space and that is infinite.
Eventually I had my first orgasm (I think I was 10). It was slightly painful but very intense. Afterward it burned like I was chaffing. I was terrified that I had hurt myself in some way because I had never felt something like that. Would I get in trouble if I told someone? What if I start bleeding down there and I can’t hide it? My face was bright red like I had a fever. There would definitely be no hiding that. However it didn’t stop me from doing it again the next day. All throughout my teen years I would come home from school and masturbate the same way I learned how. Rarely did I have trouble getting off from my fantasies as I explored them to the fullest extent. The moments on my bed grinding against a pillow were breathtaking. Keeping myself quiet was the hard part. That and if my parents barged in the door which happened sometimes.
From then on my main priority was achieving that feeling whenever I could. I would hide in the back seat of the van and get off. Once on a long car drive, I leaned forward and rubbed against the seat in front of my aunt. It was a bold and inappropriate thing to do, but I was going to do whatever it took for the magic of sexual pleasure. And this was while I was single and still a virgin. Sex is like a great historical discovery that changes the life of an archeologist. They want to come back to the site and learn everything they can about what they found. For a long time it becomes their entire life. They want to take advantage of it as fast as they can. The only difference is there is no bedrock to stop the exploration. Even if you dig to the end of the world, there’s still space and that is infinite.
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Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Hide and Peek
Courtney loved to hide in her older brother’s closet when she
returned from school. She would sit there until Adam came home and he
usually caught her as soon as he walked in the room. Adam complained to
his mother time and time again that he was seventeen years old and
needed his privacy. She told Courtney she was not to go in Adam’s room
without his permission, but she proceeded to hide in his closet almost
three times a week. Finally, their mother gave up. She told Adam not to
let it bother him and she was only trying to play with him.Today, Courtney was not about to obey her mother. Adam had a new girlfriend and she was coming over today. She had been over at the house before and Courtney had met her. Her name was Cynthia and she was very nice to his little sister. Most of the time she came over, the weekend was upon them and Courtney was staying over at a friend’s house. She had never been in Adam’s closet when she came over and she was ready to break that streak.
She opened the folding doors of his closet, sat on a pile of dirty laundry, and closed the door in front of her. She had a perfect view of Adam’s double bed. His bedding was a navy blue with lighter blue sheets underneath. The bed was unmade and more clothes sat on top of the bed. His mother constantly told him if he kept his room clean maybe she would stop his little sister from spying on him.
Adam and Cynthia took Courtney by surprise when the door to his room swung open and they came speeding in. Adam kissed Cynthia’s neck and shoulders as he kicked the door closed with the heel of his shoe. He proceeded to kick off his shoes and jump onto the bed. Cynthia sat down and carefully picked off her thick boots. Adam was caressing her sides, moving his hands up to her breasts and giving them a light squeeze. She let out a squeal. Courtney had never seen Adam so excited in his room. He usually came right in and opened the closet to find her huddled in front of him. He had forgotten this time in the moments of passion.
Cynthia took Adam’s pawing as a sign of eagerness and removed her tiny white shirt. Her sky blue bra bounced as the shirt released it from its grasp. Her small young breasts bounced slightly. Adam pulled her to lie down on the bed and unclasped her black gothic pants. As she watched from the slots in the door, Courtney was confused. Her brain was quickly taking in what she saw and she had no time to question it. All she could do was watch.
Cynthia’s loose black pants slid down, revealing bright red panties. They were tiny and snug around her midsection. She was a small girl under all of that clothing. Adam was on top of her, kissing her passionately from her lips down to her stomach. She giggled as he breathed heavily and snapped the elastic of her panties. She knew what that meant and she lifted her legs up in the air and slid her panties over them. Adam rubbed her ass with two fingers. He was still fully clothed, but not for long. He tore off his blue jeans and boxers in one motion then went into his nightstand drawer. That was when Courtney saw it.
She knew he had different parts than she did. She had seen them on boys her age, but those were small and meek. The one her brother wielded was big and stood straight out. She didn’t know they did that. It startled her for a moment and she almost let out a peep, but held it in at the last minute. She couldn’t blow her cover now. She hid in his closet so many times; it was time she saw something interesting.
Cynthia slid over to the edge of the bed where Adam sat, fiddling with plastic wrappers in his drawer. She grabbed his member and licked it. Adam hung on to his nightstand and shook. He let out a muffled moan and snatched something out of the drawer. It looked like a gummy piece of candy. Maybe Adam would let Courtney have one later if she asked. Then she processed that if she asked, he would know she had been in his room and decided to forget it.
Adam unwrapped the green candy and rolled it out onto his member. Courtney guessed it was not candy, but she couldn’t figure out what it was. She stayed quiet and watched the couple on the bed lay down together, Adam behind Cynthia. He kissed her cheeks and shoulders as he caressed her womanhood. She let out soft moans with a smile embroidered on her face. Adam lifted her leg. She bit her lip and looked back at him. Courtney could feel that something big was about to happen. Adam grabbed his member and put it between her legs. It disappeared inside of her.
Courtney gasped, but not loud enough for the fucking couple to pay her any attention. They were deeply into each other, hearing only their own moans. Adam began to slide himself against his sheets, moving his member in and out of her. Cynthia laid her head down on the pillow and closed her eyes. She had an expression of sleepy bliss on her face, like he was massaging her. Courtney thought it looked like it hurt, but she wouldn’t be so happy if it did.
Adam wrapped his arms around her and panted as he picked up the pace. The bed began to creak and move with them. Courtney’s head was filled with thoughts, questions, and exclamations, but she had to stay quiet for now. She wanted to see this through. She felt a little scared watching them do this, but she couldn’t turn her eyes away. She leaned in to get a closer look, and the pile of clothes she sat on became unstable. She squeaked as she fell over on her side. That got the couple’s attention.
Before she could right herself, Adam ripped open the door and grabbed her by her arm. He had put on only his jeans and was now dragging his sister out of the room. He pushed her out and slammed the door. Courtney went back to her own room, grabbed her dolls, and tried to make sense of what she had just seen.
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